A roller coaster

of emotions, is what today has been.  Days like this are so hard.  I feel like a lunatic.  I feel like crying.  I feel terrified.  I could go on and on.  Granted, a lot has happened in the last couple of days.  David's income went down, as we no longer receive the GI Bill.  This has me freaking out, in a panic about how next month is going to go.  Also, my sister told me Tuesday that she's leaving in 4 days for California.  And I'm really sad about that; I'm going to miss them!  And I just want to spend as much time with her as possible but I"m not the only one!  The well we've been digging has hit a big snag.  Mostly due to our, er Davids, doing but that's beyond what matters.  What matters is that we now have to spend more money to fix it, and the hole will have to be re-dug.  At least we know how far down we have to go down to hit water!  David's doing good managing my roller coaster today.  He calmly explained that I was just in a panic because our little lady will be here soon and my panic revolves around her arrival and making sure everything is perfect!  Now, if I weren't pregnant, I would probably fix this with a bottle of wine.  Seeing as how I can't do that, I had a giant piece of chocolate cake with cool whip icing from my Sunday School baby shower this past Sunday.  And it was delicious.  I do feel better.  And that's what's going on in the little world.